As Easter approaches / MOM
My sweet Angel, Candice Jo.
Last night was "good friday", and for me I remember nothing "good" happening on this day. Do u remember? April 18, 2003 at 11:00pm the phone rang at work, it was "good Friday". My entire life changed from that moment on! Your baby sister called to tell me what happened. You left us on that day!!!
I didn't get to see you until Easter morning and the reality of it all suddenly set in as I visited you, my baby girl at the morgue. YOU DIDN'T EVEN TELL ME GOODBYE!!!
The sorrow and the pain of losing you hasn't gotten any easier, I don't believe it will nor can. I struggle to get through each and everyday, Remembering the good times we had, focusing on your beautiful smile and then I relive that devastating night! I search for answers and find none. I couldn't believe how life continued around me while my world crumbled. And just when I think I have a handle on dealing with your loss, a holiday creeps up and rips the heart out of my chest.
As Easter approaches and families gather to celebrate, I can't help but remember Easter Sunday morning in 2003 and feel nothing but sadness. I only wish that you have found the happiness u searched for in heaven. I will be thinking of you on Sunday Candice Jo, thinking of that memory from 2003. The holidays are just so hard without u here.
I do hope that you have a wonderful Easter in heaven with all your angel friends. Sending you love, hugs, and kisses.....and do know how missed you are everyday of the year.
Miss and love you Baby girl,
MOM
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