I havent forgotten you...  / Nicole Eversoll (Friend)

Candice

Although its been 6 years since you left us all you are still fresh in my memory.  I think of you often.

Growing up together we shared so many memories.  I met you in 6th grade in Mr. Mcartneys class.  Remember burning all kinds of stuff with bunson burners and wasting the time messing around in class writing notes back and forth? 

There were so many times when we were both going through the same struggle.  We were alike in so many ways.  Both a little bit mis fit.  Both appearing to be strong but inside so fragile.  Both givers...selfless...  both rebelous and stubborn.  We were confirmed in the Lutheran Church of Peace together.  Remember cheating on our tests? Lol. ;)  Remember when you missed the confirmation ceremony because you over slept?  When I look at the picture of our confirmation class from that day although you missed it I still see you standing there with us...

I believe during those times we leaned on each other and took comfort in our friendship more than we realized back then when we were so young.

Growing up and going into high school all of us were changing.  Our group of friends grew and changed... but we were all still connected.  But by the time we all graduated you and I had drifted.  And as the year after we graduated flew by I lost touch with you...

Something I will always wish I could change.

After you left us I blamed myself for a long time and in some ways still do for not being there in your darkest moments.  I wish that I wouldve been there when you were alone with your thoughts when you needed someone to pull you out  I would have been there.  I wish I could have stopped that moment.  I wish I could have another chance....

But you're gone. 

In the years since you passed I myself have been through times where I just wanted to give up.  To end it all.  And in those moments I thought of you.  I remembered your face.  And you pulled me out of it. 

Candice  I will always carry you in my heart.  So many of us love you and miss you.

I will see you again someday in Heaven.

Love Always

Nicole Eversoll

 

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Thinking of you ..  / Carole Mom To Angel ~Heather Bates (angel friend )
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Much love to you...  / Carole Mom To Angel ~Heather Bates (angel friend )
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Just thinking of you....  / Marcelle Mum To ^i^ Daniel Coorey (friend connected by angels )

Hi Just to say thinking of you all....So sorry for your loss of Sweet angel Candice....I know how you feel because my 20 year old son took his life last year...I know both Candice and Daniel have found the peace that were looking for....Thinking of them flying high above watching over us.....
Daniel's mum forever  Luv Marcelle

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Keeping you in my thoughts....  / Carole Mom To Angel ~Heather Bates (angel friend )
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Sent with love...  / Carole Mom To Angel ~Heather Bates
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Blessings.... / Carole Mom To Angel ~Heather Bates
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Happy Belated Birthday Candice x x x  / Valerie Haslett (Friend)

Hello sweetheart, I feel so bad missing your birthday, I have you always in my heart but I cannot come online for much time while I am having treatment so please angel forgive me and know your in my heart always. I just know you will have had a fantastic birthday and everyday will be special with you in it. Stay close to all who love you, give aunt Becky a hug for me, and you make sure to let me know if I talk too much sweetie. Lots of love and hugs always Candy Top for you and your loved ones x x x

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My Beautiful Niece  / Aunt Becky
Do you think I could come to Heaven....if only for a day? I want to grab you and give you a hug birthday hug. But then, I would never let go.

Oh Candy, what are we supposed to do?? Do you feel the hurt in your mother's words??  Do you see her cry for you every single day?? Look at how many people visit your site without even having known you. Look at all the beautiful things they leave for you. Do you see how much you are missed?? Your birthday celebration should be with us.....your family.

But that can never be. So I say to you "Happy Birthday Candice". I hope your party in Heaven is wonderful.

I love you,
Aunt Becky

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Happy 23rd Birthday  / MOM
Happy 23rd Birthday daughter!  July 7th, 1984 @ 0630am you were born.  With your squished little nose and hair that stood straight up on your head.......GOD YOU BRIGHTENED MY WORLD!  So many wonderful memories Candy and so many more I wanted to spend.  You live so strong within my heart!  I HOPE YOU HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY IN HEAVEN AND PARTY HARD WITH ALL THE ANGELS THAT ARE AROUND YOU. 

But why???  Why Candice am I sitting here with tear-filled eyes typing a note to you on your birthday?  Why can't I celebrate your birthday like MOST mothers do; bake your favorite cake and top it with CHOCOLATE ICE CREAM...instead, I take flowers to the cemetery and place them upon your final resting spot.  I NEVER thought that I would be "one of those moms" that would have to endure and deal with this kind of pain.  Time doesn't make the hurt any easier..........its pain that chases me no matter how hard and fast I try to run!  I don't "blame" you for what happened, but I definitely do NOT understand when your family loved  you so very much!  And maybe I am being selfish wanting you here with me, that I don't know.  BUT I DO MISS YOU!!!!  And I'm just searching for answers.  Maybe God just wanted another beautiful angel and He chose you?!?

I am thinking of you today, tomorrow, and every day that I breathe.  And for  your birthday I just want to tell you.........THANK YOU FOR ALL THE  WONDERFUL MOMENTS WE SHARED.  Thank you for being a part of my life, for all the times that we shared, all the joy and laughter you brought.  IT'S ALL I HAVE LEFT.......and it's all that pulls me through another day without you here.  HAPPY BIRTHDAY CANDICE JO.  I LOVE  YOU AND MISS YOU SO!!!   You are missed honey.  Do you see that now????  And hey, send your aunt a thanks for making your memorial site so beautiful.  It's a reflection of the wonderful person you are and she has done an awesome job.  

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Happy Birthday  / Gina/Wesleys Mum
Happy Birthday Candice Jo.
I hope you are having a good day celebrating with all your angel friends up there in Heaven. Wesley will help you make the party go with a swing.
I never knew you sweetheart ~ but I do now ~ and I know I will meet up with you one day when I get to Heaven ~ you'll be standing beside Wes waiting.
I thank you from the bottom of my heart for bringing the four of us together ~ You ~ Wes ~ Aunt Becky ~ Me ~ thank you.
Till the day that we meet, all my love, Gina xx    Close

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CANDICE JO!!  / Aunt Barb
Hope you have an awesome birthday in Heaven Candice. 
We were coming home from Cassville tonight watching the fire works that were going off in Lancaster on the way. I turned to Brian and said....Tomorrow is Candys birthday. Jeffry was listening and he said the fire works were going off to celebrate your birthday for you. I told him no that they were for the 4th of July and he told me they cant be because the 4th was the other day. He insisted they were for you so we had to pull over and watch them. While watching them he said to me. Remember when Candy use to swing me in the blanket and bring me french fries from McDonalds. He was only 3 when you use to do that....AND HE CAN REMEMBER THAT!!! When he wakes up in the morning I know that is the first thing he will talk about is you! Just goes to show how much we all miss you and cant wait to be with you again.
Love and miss you so much!!
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A VERY SPECIAL BIRTHDAY WISH FOR YOU SWEET CANDICE,  / ROSE GRMA TO ANGEL BRITTANY SYFERT (ANGEL FRIEND )

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Happy Birthday Candice!  / Margaret Daughter Of ^i^ Nellie Buonpane

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Happy Birthday Candice.  / Carole Mom To Angel ~Heather Bates



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Happy Birthday Cancice.  / Beverly Brown (Visitor)

Wishing you a very
'Happy Birthday' 
Candice
Love
Beverly (Daughter of Thomas Allen)
xxxx

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Birthday Thjoughts of you  / Judie Smart (Friend)
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Candice wishing you a Happy Birthday  / Diane/ Mom To Angel Jimmy Brozzetti
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!  / Lucinda~Gma2Angel Sheyenne Chappell (Angel Friend )
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CANDICE!!!
Hoping You Have A Wonderful Birthday!!


Keeping You & Your Family In Our Thoughts & Prayers!!
Beard & Chappell Familly

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July 4th  / Rosemary Sis Of Alvin Cremeans

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